It is funny!
I´ve got time.
I´ve got money!
Yet my life seems to include less and less.
This place gets more and more tomb like.
The last couple of years have been years of loss, escalating this year, ending me in an empty apartment that seems almost outside reality.
Loss of friends, loss of love, loss of confidence, loss of drive, loss of even the lust to do anything.
Everything outside these walls are worlds away and everybody elses lives jusr roll on.
I am in solitary confinement, an oubliette, left, forgotten.
Manic Street Preachers – Motorcycle Emptiness
BBC Maida Vale Studios, 4th April 2007